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"Tell the chef, the beer is on me."
let me be with her in my dreams again tonight
pease god let the sleep and i need sleep
ive been crying in bed thinking of you and things i have done i can’t forgive myself for
or will i rot somewhere eternally for what i’ve done during this life
i can imagine you coming to my bedside as an angel in the middle of the night telling me it’s okay now and i can rest and not suffer anymore, simply not be anymore
for nothing of your own doing
i cant tell you how i’ve often i’ve thought of myself dying lately how blissful it would be to simply not be anymore i can’t risk making you feel guilty
you said you would never leave me
you said you would never stop loving me
but i dont want to feel like this anymore
i don’t know if i want to die
i want to sleep forever somewhere gray and overcast and soft and and eternally peaceful
being asleep is true peace and i want to sleep forever
ITS SO AWFUL BEING SO HAPPY THE HAPPIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE HAVING PURPOSE THEN WANTING TO SLEEP FOREVER SO I DONT HAVE TO BE HERE
HOW CAN I LIVE KNOWING WHAT I DID TO YOU
YOU ARE THE ONLY THING THAT EVER MADE ME FEEL LIKE I HAD SOME SORT OF PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD
I LOVE HER SO MUCH
I AM EMPTY LIFELESS COLD
WHY DO I CONSTANTLY FUCK EVERYTHING UP
I WAS SO HAPPY I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
DONT MAKE ME LEAVE HER
GOD TAKE ME BACK
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