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November 24 2016

21:07

would you love me more with makeup
would you love me more if I was prettier

21:06

please tell me i’m pretty
please tell me you love me
please please please

October 08 2016

06:18

let me wake up in the morning knowing she is there

06:16

let me be with her in my dreams again tonight

06:16

pease god let the sleep and i need sleep

06:15

ive been crying in bed thinking of you and things i have done i can’t forgive myself for

06:14

or will i rot somewhere eternally for what i’ve done during this life

06:12

i can imagine you coming to my bedside as an angel in the middle of the night telling me it’s okay now and i can rest and not suffer anymore, simply not be anymore

06:10

for nothing of your own doing

06:09

i cant tell you how i’ve often i’ve thought of myself dying lately how blissful it would be to simply not be anymore i can’t risk making you feel guilty

06:06

you said you would never leave me
you said you would never stop loving me

06:05

but i dont want to feel like this anymore

06:05

i don’t know if i want to die

06:04

i want to sleep forever somewhere gray and overcast and soft and and eternally peaceful

06:02

being asleep is true peace and i want to sleep forever

06:01

ITS SO AWFUL BEING SO HAPPY THE HAPPIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE HAVING PURPOSE THEN WANTING TO SLEEP FOREVER SO I DONT HAVE TO BE HERE

05:58

HOW CAN I LIVE KNOWING WHAT I DID TO YOU

05:57

YOU ARE THE ONLY THING THAT EVER MADE ME FEEL LIKE I HAD SOME SORT OF PURPOSE IN THIS WORLD

05:55

I LOVE HER SO MUCH
I AM EMPTY LIFELESS COLD

05:54

WHY DO I CONSTANTLY FUCK EVERYTHING UP

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